Slightly crazy writer and passionate educator for those who struggle
Horrific
Pain
time stopped
life unwanted now
you lost
can’t comprehend
understand
yet helpless
your heart beats
yet your son’s stopped
frozen
pain
want to end it
eating breathing
It’s all irrelevant
yet you have a daughter
you have to live
you have to take that next breath
you have to force food down
you have a daughter
you have to live
your partner
the same feelings as you
your rock
too much pain – just like you.
You have a daughter
you have to live
yet your son was stolen
way way way too soon.
For N – even if I never give this to you N because the pain is so much and I don’t want to hurt you any more. You are such an amazing person, you welcomed me and made me a friend. I feel your pain and I don’t have a clue what to say.